it could be good

Well I made the team in Nashville... now I wont be able to see my friends this summer :( Right from school I will be going there to start training. Im not to sure how long the season goes for but I know its the majority of the summer. Im sure its gonna be practice every day or even twice a day so no way I would be able to visit my homies back in Dallas. Its sucks cause I havent seen them since Christmas break. I was looking forward to goin home and just chillin with them everyday. Not gonna happen anymore. And the England thing never went anywhere either which sucks. I wanted to go there and hopefully get looked at. I just feel like my time is nearing its end. So many kids that I played with are big time now. Not saying Im bad but they just got their break and opportunity. I dont even know how some of them are pro for being how bad they are (well not bad, but just never stood out). I know kids playing and being paid to play in England, Spain, Belgium, Argentina, Vietnam and here in the US. Its crazy to think I played with these kids but it also pisses me off that Im not where they are. It would be sick as fuck to be paid to play soccer for a living. Do the thing I love the most and get paid, what could be better?...I cant think of anything

some wiz and mac miller

Bought me a ticket to go see Wiz Khalifa and Mac Miller in concert April 1st yesterday! Its gonna be sickkkk. I'm going with some teammates of mine so it should be a good time. It kind of sucks that we have a game the next day so we really cant to crazy but still should be a good ass time. Also just got Wiz Khalifa's new cd, Rolling Papers and its fire. Real nice stuff!

Besides the concert next week, I really am dreading the next month. Im so fucked with school work. Like I cant even believe how much shit I have going on. I have to do 10 page paper with a 10 slide powerpoint for my business computer class, then a 7 page paper for my american lit class comparing two readings that we have done (its gonna be hard for me since I havent read one story yet), then Im doing a 12 minute presentation with a 2 page paper in a group of 3 for my business comm class (but my group members are retards! one kid is on my team and just smokes all the time and is failin all his classes), then for accounting, we are doing a practice set thing which is just a bunch of extra homework on top of our daily homework...so yeah, not gonna be good :/

Nothing really new going on. I cant think of anymore questions to ask lol Like when I had the idea of it, I have so many in my head but when I come to do a post, they vanish haha. I really do appreciate all the feedback I got from the first two. Im sure I will think of something to ask within the week.

PS-Im healthy again and should be playing in our next game coming up. It sucks havin to sit out of practice. I lose my fitness and I have to shag balls the whole time. Its awful!

Question #2

So second question, a lil odd one but just gets me thinking lol When getting head, where are you supposed to bust? 

Is it appropriate to cum in the guys mouth, on the face, where? I basically ask this because when I hear stories of guys on my team, its always a question and typically the guy says she swallowed or on her face. I questioned this once and said you dont normally have a girl swallow first time gettin head but the guy said every girl hes gotten head from, she swallowed. I know I wouldnt be doing that but just wanted to see whats appropriate. 

ps-Added some new music. First song is one I've had on repeat for a while. Its a chill ass song and Wiz is a thugg. Mac Miller is a new artist out of Pittsburgh and only 19. Has some good music out right now. And yall need to compt Lupes new CD Lasers. So hot and every song is a jam! 

pss-Also had first spring game the other day, didnt go so hot. Fuckin got injured real early into the game. Did something to my quad and now out for a couple days, maybe a week :/

pss- And thanks for all the comments on the last question!! Its good to have feedback and hear different options from more experienced guys.

psss-thats it :)

Question #1

When meeting a guy at a public place, and you go back to whose ever house to hookup, how do you know who will bottom or top?

Like on sites, it has peoples preferences and not all gay guys like to bottom so how do you know which role will you play. Im not sure what I would do. Never done either so Im not sure what I would do in that situation if I was in it and thats why I would like some feedback from more experienced people.

nothing too new

So obviously there has been a huge lack of posting on my side but honestly, there hasnt been anything big happen. I did have spring break last week and just went home which was awesome but didnt really do much. I reffed some soccer games to make money while I was there and then I went to Nashville for the soccer tryout as well. It was pretty shitty to be honest. The fields were completely fucked cause of rain, the players were awful, and the whole thing was all pretty sketchy. Its a new coach and owner so they are trying to redo the team but the thing wasnt organized at all. I played pretty good for under the conditions and will find out later this week if I made it. If I dont make it, I really wont care too much cause then I will be back in Texas with all my friends for summer :)

Ummmm, Im back at school now for the last 6 weeks of my sophomore year. There is no love in the near future unfortunately, just living the single life. I kind of wish I could find someone though and that would be pretty cool. Its so hard to tell when guys are interested if they aren't noticeably gay. And thats why for the next couple of posts, I am going to be asking questions in order to get help with some gay topics. I hoping I will get some feedback cause it will help me and probs others in the same situation as I am.

Thats about it but I will ask the first question tomorrow. I need to get on some FIFA since I havent played in a week.

ps- There have some more sportsmen that have come out. A cricketer and a SOCCER player!! haha Steven Davies is an England cricketer that came out about a week or so ago and Anton Hysen is a Swedish soccer player that just came out a couple of days ago. Check it out!

same thing different day

So things have been pretty boring lately. Nothing big has happened and I've been doin the same stuff really. School and soccer have been keeping me super busy. And my mom sent my xbox up so that has been fillin the rest of my time. Been playin FIFA so much trying to get my rep up online and I have been pretty successful at that. 

Nothing has happened with the girl situation. She was fine in class but I went outlast night and saw her but she didnt talk to me. She gave me the fuck off look when she saw me so I mean I think things are done with that. Hopefully that doesnt affect the macro and english help I get :/ haha but naw, i really do feel bad for it. Im still debating whether or not I should tell her tonight. I dont want to lose a friend over my issue and not being able to be truthful about it. 

Spring break is coming up fast and I will be home in less than two weeks. I fuckin cant wait for that just so I can get back to civilization lol Im gonna be busy reffing soccer so I can make some money then I have to keep training as well cause the week I get back, we have our first spring season game. And over spring break, Im goin to Nashville to try out for a semi-pro team for the summer. Hopefully things go well for that cause then I would stay at my brothers place during the summer and probs have a good time there. If that doesnt work out, I might be goin to England to play over the summer. Its a small possibility but my mom called me asking if I would be interested and of course I am but a kid on my old team is trying to set up a trial with a team and asked if I would want to try and go. It would be fuckin insane if it worked out and I got to do that. 

Thats about it really. I put some new music up and the "Who Knows" song is pretty sick. Its been on repeat for the past couple of weeks. Well, take it easy everyone!

"And I always got drive, I gets where I'm goin even if I ain't got a ride."

just everywhere right now

Things these past two weeks have been crazy. I have been constantly busy and just doing random stuff. Our coach keeps giving us stuff to do and takes up so much time. Like last night we had to go watch Invictus and then had a discussion about it then this morning we did community service. I really dont mind doing community service and I actually kind of enjoy it but its just been so much goin on right now.

Im so glad this week is over after having to deal with a macro-economics test which I know I did horribly on but im just happy its over. On top of all this, is training everyday which is getting harder each practice. On Monday, Wednesday, and Friday we do our fitness. Mondays are relatively easy then Wednesdays are the hardest and Friday is pretty hard as well. Wednesday we did 2x300 (yards), 4x200, 6x100, 8x50, and 10x20 then Friday we did 4 sets of 10x50. These are all timed as well so we if we dont make it under the time then we have to do more. On wednesday we didnt make a 300 so we did an extra one and on friday we didnt make one so we did an extra. This running is called sprint program which is supposed to help us with our recovery time. I guess its starting to help from doing it for about 3 weeks now but its getting old fast lol

Oh last weekend I went out for the first time this semester (lame I know but Ive been tired as shit this semester so I normally stay in and watch a movie or play Fifa lol) So went out Friday to my teammates place which was fun then Saturday went to this girls house that likes me. I really dont know if I should tell her its not gonna work out cause of the obvious reason but I feel like she is wanting me bad and her roommates are even tellin me to hookup with her. But she helps me with school stuff and I dont want that to effect things. Shallow I know but no lie she is the coolest girl at my school and I really like hangin with her but she is trying too hard to get attached. Back to the story...so we ended up goin to another party and came back to her place with some other couples. There were 6 of us and all coupled so kind of weird. We just watched a movie and her fuckin dog ended up pissing on my jacket!! I was soooo heated. It was my new Polo puffy jacket I got for Christmas and I washed it the next day but it kind of ruined it. It did something to the puffy stuff on the inside of my jacket. It sucked and kind of ruined my buzz. THEN last night I go out again and ended back up at her place cause she was having a party. This time I took my 3 roommates cause she invited all of us and to try to avoid anything with her which didnt work cause she tried rapin me last night hahha jk but she got me in her room and locked the door, twice! I got out of the situation and didnt do anything with her but she was tryin soooo hard to get me to do stuff. I ended up leaving and sayin we were goin to another party but she kept callin me and askin for me to come back which I didnt do. I talked to my roommate who knows and wasnt sure what I should do. He said just talk to her and tell her that I dont want to ruin the relationship with doing stuff. I might just do that I guess.

Thats about it for now. It was a solid night last night and just woke up at 1:30 :/ its all good though and might go run or something. It feels real good outside and I need to take advantage of it...Things are good with my roommate btw. Idk but we started talking like nothing happened but he would just say that I was being quiet last week which was retarded cause I can tell when he is mad and he clearly was pissed at me lol its whatever now though.

Hope everyone is doing good! take it easy