Saturday, February 5, 2011

i call this venting

So this is just a vent sesh. This past week has been super stressful and Im sooo glad its over. Just got in from a party and thought I would post whats on my mind.

First of all, I havent really talked to my roommate since Tuesday. I will finally name him and call him Chris. And Chris is the only person at my school that knows my lil secret. I think we might be a lil too competitive cause we got into an argument in training on tuesday and havent really spoken since. I have tried to talk to him but he just gives me short answers so Im at the point just to say fuck it. I know its kind of harsh of me but he forreal is being an ass and pissin me off. Its whatever though really and I dont mind too much. He can be a bit dramatic and I dont really want to deal with it right now. I really hate being late to things and if he is coming with, we typically are late. He takes so long to get ready and then he will get pissed if I leave. I dont really know but I will just give him space I guess.

I dont know what else to say. I was gonna post earlier before I went and before I drank but that didnt happen and I kind of forgot what I was gonna say...

This past week sucked cause I had a test today, and project due yesterday, and then we were supposed to make a jersey for this thing we do as a team and our coach said it was due wednesday but made it due by this coming wednesday. I guess i dont have to worry about it now but I was kind of pissed cause it took up some of my time this week. Im gonna post some pics of my jersey this weekend sometime. 

I really do appreciate all the comments on the chickfila subject. I read the article finally and was taken back by it. I decided im for sure gonna try to cut back on it. Maybe once a week if that. Im tryin to cut back on it anyways so it makes it more of a reason to stop eating there. I cant believe they do that shit though and it kind of pisses me off.

Last, here is a song that is real nice. Lupe Fiasco is coming out with a new cd soon and this is a song off it. It is perfect for anyone in the closet situtation and makes me want to tell everyone and get it over with but its not that easy. Especially the last verse is awesome!!

and I added some new music so take a listen to that as well...hope everyone is doin well!


  1. First of all, you should not be eating fast food chicken, let alone more than once or twice a week, that's just all bad yo. Second, your roomie sounds dramatic, but you have to address the issue before it becomes that much bigger, which I don't think it will btw. Just squash it now though.

  2. Socrkid: Don't worry about the argument with your roomie. Even the best of friends have disagreements. Give it some time and it will blow over on its own. If not, then one of you should man up and apologize -- it's silly to lose a friend over something small and inconsequential.

  3. Casey makes a good point. I didn't hear the arguement, but it wouldn't hurt to tell him that you're sorry and that you didn't mean to offend him. Good friends are hard to come by. after all.
    Good luck!

  4. He very well might have forgetten why he's angry and it's just intertia at this point; it wouldn't be the first time that's happened w/ him. I'm w/ Cash, kill it before it turns into something more than it really is (which doesn't mean you have to admit you were wrong)

  5. Now that it's been almost a week, you can try to talk to him again or just ask him to go hang out or something.

    Anyhow, I hope things work out for you and your roommate.

  6. "Sometimes i am only person that I feel safe to tell it to, im locked inside a cell in me"

    True that.

  7. Alot of pissing going on in this post, ha!!!!

  8. Greetings again! Hope your soccer training is going well. Two things: 1. Check out Chris Nogiec's story in the February 2011 Instinct magazine. He's a soccer player and you may find the article interesting. 2. In regard to your mom and Chick-fil-a, you have now realized the importance of coming out to family and friends. They become allies in creating acceptance and understanding in others because someone who they are close to is gay. I also have a feeling that you've become both a better player and a leader on the soccer field by coming out to friends and family in the off season and accepting yourself. Have a great season!