Getting closer and closer to Christmas break and Im sooooo happy. I havent been home since beginning of August and I really want to get home. I'm not homesick, I'm just tired of being at school for so long. Cant wait to see my family and my friends over the break. Unfortunately before I go home, I have to take my finals for my classes this semester. My first test isnt until Tuesday but havent even started studying for any of my tests. Im such a procrastinator and will probably just wait until tomorrow night to start lol
Um still havent talked to my sister since telling her. I just find it really hard to bring up, its such an awkward conversation. I did talk to my roommate about it the other night until like 4am so we are on the same page about it all. He understands the situation and said I should talk to my sis as well. I just hate bringing up that subject. Even with my roommate I dont like bringing it up. During the talk, I noticed I still havent accepted myself 100%. I dont like saying "Im gay" out loud and he said I should practice it lol Both times coming out, I just said "I dont like girls." Its just more comfortable for me I guess.
Anyways, hope everyone is doing well and enjoying the music!
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