Monday, December 6, 2010

finals week

Getting closer and closer to Christmas break and Im sooooo happy. I havent been home since beginning of August and I really want to get home. I'm not homesick, I'm just tired of being at school for so long. Cant wait to see my family and my friends over the break. Unfortunately before I go home, I have to take my finals for my classes this semester. My first test isnt until Tuesday but havent even started studying for any of my tests. Im such a procrastinator and will probably just wait until tomorrow night to start lol

Um still havent talked to my sister since telling her. I just find it really hard to bring up, its such an awkward conversation. I did talk to my roommate about it the other night until like 4am so we are on the same page about it all. He understands the situation and said I should talk to my sis as well. I just hate bringing up that subject. Even with my roommate I dont like bringing it up. During the talk, I noticed I still havent accepted myself 100%. I dont like saying "Im gay" out loud and he said I should practice it lol Both times coming out, I just said "I dont like girls." Its just more comfortable for me I guess.

Anyways, hope everyone is doing well and enjoying the music!


  1. hahaha remember your "homework" from a few months ago? great minds think alike! But seriously whatever works for you bro, that's all that matters! :)

  2. hope you do well on your exams. You have made some headway so try to stay positive.

  3. Good luck on your exams!

    I'm with you, it took me a long time to accept that I was gay and say those two words - "I'm gay." I remember the day that I actually did it. I was brushing my teeth and finished up. I looked in the mirror for a what seemed like an hour and I just said..."I'm gay." I started crying and couldn't believe that I admitted it to myself. It was one of the hardest things to do. I cried myself to sleep that night. Keep your chin up and continue to be yourself. :-)

  4. Ok, time to get back to studying. You have exams to worry about. Everything else will still be there when you're done!

  5. thanks everyone for all the wishes, I hope my grades come out well lol